I can't be the only person who struggles with self perception.
It's likely (100%) a symptom of naivety and not yet knowing who I am,
but depending on who I'm speaking with, I can be one of 10,000 different people.
Some people make me feel smart, some people make me feel pretty, some make me feel like an idiot.
This fluctuation is tiring and awful and increasingly difficult to handle.
When interacting with hundreds of people each week,
this shift between multiple personalities is wearing me (metaphorically) thin.
Needless to say, my time alone is precious. That's why I relished today, which I spent seeking a cool place to take a pic of my new Coach bag — which is, incidentally, perfect, and so much more fun to hang out around than another judgmental human.
At least for today.